For a long time this verse has described my battle with food
without me even realizing it. "For I do not understand my own actions. For
I do not do what I want, but I do the very thing I hate" - Romans 7:15. I have come to realize that I have to put up safe guards in
order to do the thing I want: to live a healthy life, reliant on God's strength
and not the emotional power of food. Food is a great gift from God, but Satan
can use those things in powerful ways to keep us from relying on God.
For me, I have had to commit to a new reliance on God's
strength the fight those tempting and unhealthy choices. When I do, I feel
better and have a stronger relationship with Christ. Part of my progress has
been using Beachbody programs. I am definitely a work in progress and have had
to find what works for me and can help provide me those safe guards. That means
accountability, and a lot of it, for me. By participating in a challenge group
I realized I wasn't alone in my journey and had others encouraging me to keep
going. I also had the accountability of my coach checking in on me. As someone
that values being home with my kids and making sure that we can swing it
financially, being careful in my spending is important to me. I have made the choice to invest in
Shakeology. Beyond the fact that it is awesome nutrition and helps me feel
better in so many ways, it is an investment. If I am going to spend the money,
I am going to USE IT! I invested in my 21 Day Fix, so I am going to stick with
it and USE IT! I have tried it on my own, purchased the cheap DVD at Meijer on
clearance… and I don’t use it. First, it was usually on clearance for a reason.
Second, I didn’t have the group accountability to go with it. I am a person
that needs both. To continue pushing myself I became a coach. I often need the
added accountability of people relying on me. Paul says, “No temptation has
overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; he will
not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he
will also provide a way out so that you can endure it. Therefore, my dear friends, flee from idolatry.” 1 Corinthians 10:13-14. These
verses hit me in so many ways. God gives us a way out, flee idols. For me, food
often can become an idol. Happy? Celebrate with food! Stressed or tired? Eat.
Again, eating itself isn’t a problem, but when we use it to fill emotional
voids or turn to it instead of God, we have a problem. I would often turn to
eat that extra snack instead of turning to God and the way He provides a way
out. I had been stuck in a cycle of trying to “get healthy” on my own. When I
took that first step of getting my first program, I realized that God made us
to thrive in community. He then pushed me to step out of my comfort zone and
rely fully on Him in becoming a coach.
This is a hard journey. It is not one of comfort, but asking
God to push us and show us what we need to work on. Then turning and relying on
Him to provide the way out. My “way out”
has been the support of the Beachbody community. If you are looking for the “way
out” that God has provided for you and think this might be it, I would love to
talk to you more. If this isn’t your “way out”, I would still love to join you
on the journey. We all need that support.
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